Do you ever have those days where life just goes by you so fast. I feel like I am living in a life of complete stress and even though I am taking some time for myself (for the first time in my life), I still can't get ahold of myself? Work is stressful, just have so many things going on. Brent and I are 'trying' to buy our first house and the Orange County real estate isn't something that is easy to break into.
Being diagnosed with Cancer is hard, but trying to get your life back seems almost harder. I tried diving into spin classes and full on working out only to get pushed back with pneumonia. I can tell my body still isn't back to "normal" and sometimes I question if it will ever.
Today I am going in for my monthly blood work. I think that is the reason for digging up some feelings, sorry about that. I guess it will be a long time before this chapter is truly closed in my life.....
