count down...

4 months to the wedding day!!

"Up in the Air"

Have you ever seen the movie, Up in the air? That's my life right now...

http://www.imdb.com/title/tt1193138

I was literally in a different city every night...started here on Wednesday, Thursday in San Diego, Friday and Saturday in Phoenix, Tucson on Sunday, flew to San Jose Sunday night, Monday in Palo Alto and Pacifica, Napa on Tuesday, Sacramento on Wednesday, lost yet? I came home for a night, took Brent to the airport and tomorrow I am off to Fresno. I am really trying to do right by my job and get the new products out there for people to see. Even though I am literally driving myself into the ground, I somehow don't think it's good enough. Time will tell...

I haven't been writing a lot lately because I have been a tad lost. I am trying to figure a lot of things out. Traveling this much is really making me lose myself and lose sight of where I am going. I need to make more time for myself and for Brent! I need to be better at balancing everything. It's a work in progress.

I wish I had more to talk about, but I don't. Just trying to find my way....