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Today

Today, a 20 year old man took the lives of teachers, administrators and children in Newtown, CT. No one can make sense of it all...I was in tears just watching the news today.

“If there's one thing I learned, it's that nobody is here forever. You have to live for the moment, each and every day . . . the here, the now”

― Simone Elkeles

It's that time of year....

It's a multi-step process, but I am hoping maybe this will be the last time for a LONG time!!


Went in for blood work today...
Next week I have my PET scan - CT chest, CT pelvis, CT abdomen, with contrast...
Early January I have a meeting with my Oncologist, Dr. Chen.

If all is clear, which I expect them to be :) I am hoping no more scans unless I am showing "symptoms". Considering each one of these scans exposes me to 3 weeks worth of a normal person’s radiation (cell phones, appliances etc) in a one hour period. I think I have had enough isolated radiation to last me a lifetime!! I am fine with blood work....especially considering I had a blood cancer; it would show up there first.

More to come....

A little look back

It's hard to believe its been four years since I completed treatment. Thanksgiving four years ago was my first real family gathering and had a lot of trouble eating. I lost 15 lbs sitting in a hospital bed and the only food I could really get down was ensure (yeah, the older people supplement) and cream of wheat. Radiation destroyed my throat, nothing was easy to get down. Fast forward to 2012, a new year and definitely no problem eating!

But in all seriousness I wasn't able to walk faster than 40 min miles and had a 200+ heart rate. I would even sit for breaks on the little walks around the block. I went through rounds and rounds of tests just to realize that the chemotherapy was distroying my heart and lungs. Always interesting how that works out; die from one, or lose major body organs as a result of the other.

It's been a long road back. I needed to surround myself with positive people and take my time. I began working out again and was finally able to start pushing myself to that next step. I changed my eating habits and enjoyed the chase of good health. I went from 40 minute miles to putting myself back on a swim block this weekend.  A small victory for sure!

These last few months my swim team has been on me to race. It's not that I didn't want to, but I wasn't sure what my body was going to do. That saying of "your mind will break long before you body will" is the exact opposite saying to me and my life. My mind is strong, my body is telling me what it can/cannot do. I decided to take a chance and sign up for a 3 day championship swim meet - hey, if you're going to do it, go all the way! I swam for the three weeks prior (maybe a dozen or so workouts). Not a lot of training, but I have been walking the dogs a lot, so I knew how much I needed to swim to feel the water. By no means was my endurance in the right spot. I arrive at the meet and all the emotions hit me. More so in my gut. It felt great. I felt alive! I stood on the blocks for my first race...first one in 11 years...my favorite event..the 100 free! I was out like a rocket. Felt amazing for 80 meters and oh my goodness, did it hurt! No matter what my body was telling me, I wasn't going to lose...but it sure wasn't pretty! (well, more so that it wasn't pretty for anyone who has watched me swim in the past)
The entire experience really tested my body. A few times I wondered if I was pushing it too hard. I'm tired, I'm happy, I am proud that I was able to race again, so I will take it at that.

I have my next CT/PET scan this month. This is another huge milestone in my recovery, the 4 year cancer screen. Knowing how strong I am feeling makes these scans less and less stressful. BUT 5 will be the huge celebration, where should we go???

Today I remember...

our sweet Golden Boston. To this day, I think about if we missed something..if we could have kept you in our lives much longer than 6 months. Deep down, I know it was your time to go, but I'm selfish and wanted you longer. You were my sun bathing, cuddling boy who wanted nothing more than to curl up on the couch and be loved. I hope you're running around in doggy heaven waiting to greet me when my time comes. Miss you Bud! <3

Beachbody Coaching

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New deck!

Finally finished the deck. I don't have a final, just deck picture, but this gives you the right idea!

Starting painting the house...ourselves!

Not sure if I would do this again! New entrance overhang and now some new paint. We are no longer the pink house with the white picket fence.

Bruce is 3!

I haven't been good about posting...life has been really busy and to be honest, our life isn't that interesting :) The dogs have come a LONG way and we are looking forward to what they will become with some more time. Bruce is learning impluse control and won't bite my hand if there is food in it anymore. He learned how to give me paw in about an hour and he is a happy boy who just wants to play fetch all the time. Brody is always a work in progress. He has learned how to control his anxiety and has learned the pecking order of the house. All he wants to do is play and no longer uses people as his playmates. He and Bruce are two peas in a pod and are really enjoying having each other. I really can't complain, what most people have as "issues" with their dogs are far worse then what we have; our boys don't eat human food, won't go for your plate if you put it down, they aren't allowed on funriture and don't try, they don't chew shoes or the edge of the coffee tables. Every now and then, they will find something they shouldn't have, but it's usually because we left it within their reach when we weren't home. They are great dogs and we are lucky to have them! Here is a picture from Bruce's birthday....such good boys waiting for the "ok" to start eating :)

On a side note, another round of blood work is clear...definitely on track to being 100% back and stress free!

Dogs...

It's too bad they don't like eachother!

New family member....Bruce!